A few days ago I struck up a conversation with lady who has survived cancer twice, recently had major eye surgery, endured teaching children for over 30 years AND got her captains license. Interestingly, she was now ready for living the dream.
Now with her ‘all clear,’ she was deciding whether to get a job as a Captain or just buy her own boat and sail the seas. Money wasn’t too much of a necessity – it was more about the adventure and experience. She smiled as she contemplated her options.
I felt positive energy emanate from this lovely 55-year-old woman. It was great to see the smile of a child peak out from a face that’s not as smooth as it once was. I could also feel this sense of renewed life force. She felt that she’d been given another chance, being a double cancer survivor, and she was ready to go for it.
And then a dark cloud came overhead.
Within a second, everything was gone. The positive energy, the smile and the renewed life force.
My new temporary friend (let’s call her Jane), turned to me and said, “Yeah, my plans are exciting however I have a 93 year old mother that doesn’t want me on the water. She’ll get too scared if I go to sea and I feel like I’d damage our relationship.’
I then quizzed Jane a bit asking if she had other siblings? And yes, Jane is the middle child between four other brothers; none of which the mother ‘worries’ unduly about. I also asked, what would happen if she went without her mothers consent and the answer was, ‘I don’ know. My mother just isn’t a water person. She just doesn’t get it,’ (Which probably translates into ‘she just doesn’t get me.’)
Surely a psychologist can analyze this scenario very easily and us non-psychologists can just as well come to our own conclusions.
Mother is an excuse. A crutch.
I don’t expect to see Jane living the dream…and it saddens me to no end.
And Jane isn’t the only one that I’ve come across in a similar situation. What makes things more difficult is when elderly parents need care or are going to need help transitioning into care.
What do you do then? Postpone your dream of sailing to stay home and make sure mom/dad are okay? And once that happens, is it then time to postpone the dream due to the new grandchildren? Or perhaps, worse – time to postpone the plans indefinitely due to our own health problems?
The sad thing in all of this is that the person who is held back by an excuse really doesn’t see it as an excuse. They truly feel that they just can’t do it and matters are out of their hand.
So I’m writing to you, today, to ask you if by some small chance, you’re possibly using something as an excuse not to live your dream?
A health issue, elderly parents needing assistance, older children that might still need your help, grandchildren on their way, making just a bit more money before it’s okay to live the dream?
To snap myself out of my own excuse-making machine, I often project myself to a 90 year old woman and ask myself, ‘Kim – did you regret not _________-?’ If the 90 year old version of me says ‘yes’ then I feel the fear and do the thing I’ll later regret if I didn’t.
We all drive to work, watch TV, eat dinner and repeat. On some occasions something out of the ordinary happens and it’s usually a lasting memory, but unless we feel the fear and do it anyway, life can become too flat. I don’t want to make it to 90 and not have much to reflect upon.
Saying that, it does’t come easy for me.
Every time we go out sailing (if it’s been a while), I crap my pants. I’m shaking with nerves. Every time we enter a marina I’m scared to death we’ll hit something. During night sails I sometimes can’t figure out if the tanker is coming towards me or away and I have a panic attack.
When we’re out sailing and on the go I get way more relaxed but I want you to know that I find my lifestyle scary. A lot of times I want to go hide under my covers but I’ve found ways of forcing myself to push forward.
And every single time I do, I feel better for it. No regrets – eh?
As a side note, I’m not saying that it’s ‘okay’ to dump your parents on your siblings, tell you children that you’ll meet the grandkids after your return from you 10 year around the world trip or quit your job early. What I am saying is that excuses stop us in our tracks… If you know it’s an excuse perhaps you can then find alternative options.
For example, Simon’s dad was terribly upset when we left the UK. The guilt on Simon and I was, and to some extent, still is, high.
Not only was his only child leaving, but we were taking his only grandchild. Our daughter, Sienna, is the love and light of his life. What we did to find a way forward was to plan visits for Keith to come to the boat (when we weren’t sailing too much), and more recently we’ve had him visit us for months at a time while in America. We’ll get him a fully furnished apartment for the month. It’s low cost, Keith feels settled and we enjoy each other making new memories.
We also fly back to the UK periodically…
…and during big holidays like Christmas, we make sure we’re always together or that Keith is with family.
So…any comments, thoughts, words of advice?
If yes, I’d certainly love to hear them and I’m sure that others would too. Please leave them in the comments section below. Once you leave a comment it will be sent to me. I’ll then have to approve it before it goes live – this is to reduce spam. If an error appears, don’t worry – the comments section works ☺ Thank you in advance.
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Luis Palha says
My hole family doesn’t get me. I left my two stores high 7 bedroom Lisbon apartment where I was living alone to live in my 40 foot sail boat in a yard ( yes she needed some work ) on the other bank of river Tejo.
I bought Circe, a 1978 F&C (German Frers design, Cibil built in Argentina. ) that was most needed of TLC.
Decided not to launch and that was too late in the season, I am living on the boat from last May.
Have to confess that you and your family where one of the reasons to take “the dream”.
I drink every word you write and dream about your family’s adventures. Yes, even the seasickness.
Could I launched Circe earlier? Yes, of course. But……
The goal is to enjoy the journey, not only the destination.
Sail safe.
Luis Palha, Circe. Amora, Portugal
Kim Brown says
Luis – thank you so much for sharing your story. We cant wait to meet you and Circe 🙂
Jerry says
Hi Kim, dream still going, hard to believe really, but I will be seriously looking for a boat in late 2018. I plan to move on for 1 year and then cut the lines. Your latest article hit home with me as one of the things I have worried about with my plan to go sailing.I, have aging parents who are missionaries in East Africa and to be honest have little money or resources to help in later life. They are currently in good health, but I worried their health could become an issue and prevent me or delay me from living my dream of sailing around the world. Your article made me realize, yes things can happen but you do not have to quit cancel or delay your dream, instead be honest and say, how can I help and STILL live my dream. In other words, there does not have to be this extreme sacrifice to accommodate aging parents. Instead, I think you are correct I was using it as a final excuse to not go live the dream, a way out in case I get cold feet at the very end of all the planning. Thanks again for a great article! No excuses, just go!
Kim Brown says
Oh Jerry!! Thanks so much for sharing. I’m so pleased that the article hit home. We all get caught up in excuses, worries and fears. Can’t wait to see you on the sea! Not long now… K.
Fred Kim says
Kim, Simon,
I talked to Matt Howard, whom Simon recommended to us.
We had a good conversation and are looking forward to visiting Annapolis with him to look at sailboats this year and early next year.
I have always pursued my dreams, for the most part, (sometimes at a little expense of loved ones, but no lasting aches) and my lovely wife Tracey is always supportive and on board.
We plan to determine what type of boat is right for us and buy in the next year to year 1/2 and start cruising the east coast and perhaps the Bahamas and lower islands.
So I would urge anyone to move ahead with their dream of sailing. We have today but no guaranteed of tomorrow.
Thanks for Sailing Btitican and all of the information you put forth.
Best regards
Fred Kim
God’s will be done.
Kim Brown says
Hey Fred! Great news that Matt is helping you out. He’s an awesome person, loves boats and loves to see people find the right boat. You’re in good hands with Matt. Thanks for your inspiring message. I appreciate you taking the time to write it 🙂 Big smiles, K.
Allen Hagar says
Kim I watch your video. And dream I am 57 and my youngest son has 2 1/2 years left in high school I would be off sailing the day after he graduated but my I had a sail boat years ago before my currant wife she does not swim and is not adventurous and wants no part living or sailing the coast so unless I get divorce or just do it with out her I guess I will never get to go I am originally from SanDiego I now live in OKC OK. Do you have any suggestions thanks Allen
Kim Brown says
Hey Allen – I’ve met loads of guys that take a week off here and there to go sailing alone. Will your wife understand your need to get out on the water and take some trips throughout the year? Kim
Charlotte says
I know I’m coming to the party late but I wanted to say hi. I’m a solo, HE, digital nomad parent who dreams of liveaboard life but still can’t get around the logistics of it all. My budget is tiny and improving my skills will be a huge journey but I’m pushing forward and hoping I’ll find answers as I go. Thanks for being such an inspiration.
Kim Brown says
We all have to start somewhere Charlotte – that’s the hardest part. Soon you’ll be looking back feeling grateful that you did persue your dreams. We’ll see you out on the sea soon 🙂 Smiles, Kim